It's difficult to think about your accomplishments at this time. It's difficult to be among friends who have good jobs and security. It's difficult to even think about not being able to pay a mortgage or rent.
If you aren't moving on with your life, and, admittedly, it can be extremely difficult; however, the glue holding you back needs to be removed, so that you can move forward, so that you can progress, so that you can face your fears.
Next entry: facing your fears or having the fears face you